I am very angry! My dad has decided that I am a failure and has given up on me. Whatever, do that, I don't care anymore. He put in his time, and I didn't turn out how he expected, so he's giving up.

I'm trying to apply to college but its like everything I do is wrong, and I keep getting yelled at! It's too stressful and I'm losing my mind! I'm not sure what I'm even supposed to be doing anymore and my family is fighting all the time.

If life is this stressful from this moment forward I do not want to live it. I was so depressed today... it's like I don't even want to be existing right now. I feel like I have no reason to be alive.